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I'm in process and finding my way and gaining clarity daily. Current explorations include but are not limited to: Equanimity/Letting Go, Humor/Accepting the Absurdity, Will/Desire, & Action/Making Manefest. For my post about how this blog was named go here

Monday, November 15, 2004

Chaos Theory

from Nietzsche's ''Thus Spoke Zarathustra:''

"One must still have chaos in oneself to give birth to a dancing
star.''

...Damn, with all this chaos in me, I'll be birthing a phenomenal comet soon!!!

This week, aside from continuing to keep the focus on the mundane personal and family needs I started aggressively working on last week—like learning quicken and continuing to pursue that car registration that's taking months to process in this new country, as well as the commitments to the 2 community organizations I'm involved with etc, etc, etc,—my primary purpose will be to outline more clearly the three career paths I could pursue so I can discuss them and the necessary steps for each with the coach I may hire on Tuesday.

This job I applied for last week is still looming over my head as they won't call with an offer until all their interviews are completed at the end of the week (I'm glad their process will be a bit drawn out—I'm definitely in no rush). I want to be ready with an answer if they do offer it to me at the rate I requested (if they do give me the magic amount that would make me consider it seriously, I want to be sane enough to have a strategy for moving beyond the position as I KNOW it's not where I want to be long-term. It would really just be to get $ for regaining family stability and to build a cushion so I could either return to school or start up my own business without any worries of either paying off soon. And, if they don't offer the J.O.B. to me, then I want to be so solidly on my preferred path that I don't mind in the least that they chose someone else.

as always, time will tell how I can harness all this chaos and potential into a brightly shining light.

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